christ is much!

my new saying for christmas is christ is much. it's kinda more fun. let's be honest here!
i love being at an elementary school during the holidays. they have made it so much fun! I have decided to only wear christ is much colours this week, with a flashy christmas light necklace. it has all been a total hit.

yesterday was my first work out back in ages and i did like superly surprisingly well!! i was really happy and tried this weird machine for cardio and i hated it but loved it at the same time. andddd guess what i got to watch while i did my workout?... you guessed it: sandy!

some odd/sad things are happening with my babies and i wish that i could take them and just keep them safe from everything bad. it's interesting this love that i have developed for them. and it's werid how i just want them in heaven so nothing sad or bad comes their way... even if they drive me bonkers 24/7. i guess it's the love of Christ. and i am thankful to have it.

i love my bed

so i am finally feeling better! Praise the good Lord above. this morning i decided to wear a dress to school... my love let me know how cute and great i looked and i felt great and cute... but when i got to school my principal asked me to go home and channnnggee!!! she said it was too short... i don't even wear revealing clothes!!! i started to cry because i was so embarrassed. whoopsie. i had a pretty good day though, my sis came to sub for me and of course my kids were awful. they were just so excited to meet her... i got super mad at them at the end of the day and now i feel so guilty. i'm going to have to apologize to them tomorrow morning.

i'm just going to be honest here bc i think 2 people read this: i am having a weird feeling, like i'm preggers. yikes! i won't go into details but i think i'm going to have to take a test. ew. not now. please Lord, not now. we arent ready. oh golly. i mean i know i'm not... right?

on a lighter note: tomorrow's my bday! it is usually a huge deal for me because i love attention, but this year i think i'm realizing that it's just a bday. i mean i'm still expecting preeezents and love and hugs and balloons and cake and plenty of attention, but i'm just not going to be as out spoken about it. so basically i'm just playin it cool!justin is trying to be secrete in the den... he is preparing my bday. could a gal ask for anything more? he was even going to bake my cake, until my sis said she wanted to do it.

i'm listening to mppa, the old stuff that i listened to when i fell in love with justin. i think i'll just fall asleep to this.

p.s. old pic of us... just thinking about those days gives me a gooooood feeling

not so great

so this week started off so great. on Monday i had a great workout with my bff and then went home to see my justin. we then went to lowes, home depot, and the grocery store... all so fun! we got lots and lots of christmas decorations, like lights and a rake!!! we also got gallons of paint to paint our new home.
when i went to bed, i bagan to have a stingy sore throat... and i thought a sinus infection was coming. we painted on tuesday and by tuesday night, i had kinda lost my voice. then we painted on wed, and my sis came over and i totally lost my voice. then thursday i felt horrible and had no voice. i went to the doc for another reason and she said, oh ya, you have the laryngitis! ahhh... and then they gave me a flu shot bc i got the flu last year. prob the most painful shot in the world. i couldnt use my left arm for the rest of the night. i still can use it today and i am def having flu symptoms and feel like i just want to curl up and die. i had to leave school early and i have just been sleeping with my puppy and coughing and crying a little.

we are going to put up decorations tomorrow... i pray i feel better. i wish the Lord would cure me from my bad immune system. :(